In order to better understand this poem, the following is given as context: “ . . . An Asian-American college student was reported to have jumped to her death from her dormitory window. Her body was found two days later under a deep cover of snow. Her suicide note contained an apology to her parents for having received less than a perfect four point grade average. . .” (Kirszner and Mandell, 367). Below is my unguided understanding of the poem. How many notes written . . . ink smeared like birdprints in snow. not good enough not pretty enough not smart enough The speaker has handwritten countless academic notes in pen which have been smudged by their stressful stirrings or tears, leaving marks that are akin to bird prints. But regardless of how many notes that are taken, all of it is not enough for something that must be important to speaker. Take note the repetition of the words “not” and “enough.” This will be a constant theme as the...
By Sean Birkholz